hi! ^^, because i am a lazy and disorganized person, i wanted all 3 of those things to be here in just one sticky post.




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Requests [Prompt me!]
Yes. As a matter of fact, i do requests. ^-^ just please limit it to one theme or something [if i really love you, i can do more than one. ^~^]

also, please do note that i don't do all pairings. and i don't do cross-overs except for 3 pairings. Ryoda, Pin and Kamepi. other than that, please refrain from requesting other cross-over pairings. it's hard to write about something that you don't feel anything for right?

Beta-reading
If you need beta-reading, i'm often free. :3 just avoid sending me links of m-preg fics. T_________T

If you want to offer me any beta-reading, I'll be honored to have you aboard! ^~^

( Masterpost )

Title: Heaving breaths
Author: Rin
Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya x Akanishi Jin
Genre: Romance
Rating: PG
Warnings: none, perfectly safe
Summary: Jin has been feeling like a mess ever since Kame has left. He has nothing to be sorry for. He was the one who asked him to leave. But why weren’t the memories of “him” leaving Jin? He then decides to send an un-love-d letter to Kame in hopes to have some peace of mind… but is he actually just giving himself a piece of his mind?
Notes: just a random thought bubble that passed by, like an hour before I posted this.

( I don’t miss you when you’re invading my dreams at night. Or when I lose sleep over not having those dreams of you beside me on this huge bed made for one. You know these are the only things that I have now that you’re gone. )

Sappy. I know. What the heck. It was a fit of emotions and I wanted to type it down and post it before I reread what I did. I don't like the last part though. I mean, i like how it ends but it just ends weirdly for me.

Let me think what you think about it though, please. ♥

Edited: forgot to say, hopefully the one i will finish next is my fic dedicated to kirei_shinigami♥ so please stay put ne? *huggles* ♥

Title: The Tip of an Umbrella
Author: Rin
Pairing: Akanishi Jin x Kamenashi Kazuya
Genre: Romance, Angst
Rating: PG
Warnings: none. Perfectly safe.
Summary: Sadness. Solitude. Pouring rain. One umbrella. Two people.
Notes: Short pic fic dedicated to neechan, to cheer her up during the rainy days especially when she doesn’t have an umbrella.

( He didn’t like the rain. It reminded him of happy yet painful memories. It swallows him and when it finally spits him out, he’s wet and cold and it doesn’t make sense for the clouds to cry like that when they’re so close to the sun. )

Credits for the pictures to janinehealy @ flickr, sunrisegoodbyes @ flickr and smashingmagazine’s spring collection, respectively. Prompt me?

Title: [drabble] Of Silly Dreams and Sweet Beginnings
Author: Rin
Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya x Akanishi Jin
Genre: Romance
Word Count: 635
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: None, really. Just a few kissing.
Summary: Jin has a bad dream and he needs Kazuya to make it go away.
Notes: It’s my first drabble [ever] so I’m open to any comments. Also, I made this just a few minutes ago so please be a bit gentle. Comments are love.

( He tastes of morning breath, words unspoken and a sweet, sweet taste of summer dreams about to happen )

Title: Epiphany
Author: Rin
Pairing(s): Akanishi Jin x Kamenashi Kazuya
Rating: PG-13 / T
Genre: Angst / Romance
Warning: brief nudity, moderate language
Disclaimer: don't own any of them. though i can wish.
Summary: It has been a while since the two of them decided to enter this relationship. But Kazuya thinks it's time to part ways. But can he be strong enough to leave Jin as if nothing happened?

Author's Note: i ♥ how this fic turned out to be.

( I watched him as he slept beside me, arms wrapped around my waist, face half-buried in the flesh of my shoulder. I knew that I didn't love him anymore. )

Comments are ♥♥♥

Title: A Cup of Coffee mixed with a packet of Doubt to go
Author: Rin
Pairing(s): Akanishi Jin x Kamenashi Kazuya
Rating: R / M / NC-17
Genre: Romance
Disclaimer: I could only wish.
Summary: While Jin and Kazuya mix drinks and coffee for their regular customers, they cannot help but doubt each others' feelings. Is this feeling closer to physical or emotional needs or something along the lines of what some people may call love?

Author's Note: This is the first part of my Butterfly Cafe series. The Butterfly Café is about this small café that Johnny (supposedly) runs during his free time. I mean, this is where he goes to have coffee or lunch or whatever. And as a repayment for being scouted or something, all of Johnny’s take turns in watching over the shop and serving tea and… and…
Whatever else it is they do in a café…

( He knew very well that there was no-one like him in the whole world for Kazuya, and that nobody could ever take his place even if Kazuya was shagging someone else. With someone else it would be shagging, with him it was making love. )

*please be a dear and leave a comment. :3 this is my first fic published online.
** The series was supposed to be named Johnny's Cafe but it was a bit... overrated. don't you think?
*** Anyone want to request who's next? ^~^